The Most Eligible Jaywalking Bachelorette
November 22, 2017
It was October, and you know what that means: the days are getting colder because the nonexistence sunlight in the afternoon, its either having a heavy rain or having a fucking heavy rain, and around the corner on this city, thousands upon
thousands of undergraduates are either crapping their pants or crying after get beaten out of their thesis defence presentation. Why? You might ask. Because in a month’s time, its the last chance for everyone who wanted to graduate in the suggested time allotment of four
years. Yikes. No more college, no more
parental support, and no more irresponsibility. All that’s left is the cold,
hard real world and its jobs, rent, and worst of all, maturity. Gross.
So now how do I spent my incoming 'no more irresponsibility
life'? You might been wondering. My family saying how proud they are as they
dab their eyes with tissues, lots of photographs, partying with friends and
people that I tolerated, bitched about, cheated off and came home on nearly
midnight wondering where the last 12 hours went. In the end of the day I
realized that I just spent the last of my student allowances, LMAO, so for the
remaining days until TODAY I decided to stay at home with my pajamas, dramas
and my cats. I'm trying to stay away from getting lunch or dining out, stay
away and stay ugly.
Before I get robbed by my self, first of all guys, first of all; My defence was postponed because one and many reason. Then I went home, reality check, a little bit of crying, and re-doing everything all over again... Tragic, right?
I still remember how I said this to one of my friend: People look down on easy life. I don't get it, is the fact of living an easy life a bad thing? Just because some people live a hard life, does that mean they living properly?
YES.
LOOK AT THAT!
A POMPOUS BITCH BRAGGING ABOUT HER 'EASY' LIFE.
CANCELLED.
How come she said that she's been living an easy life?
Fill and wear my shoes then you'll know. Every problems in my life seems bearable, somehow I know I can make it, I never stop for being grateful and counting every blessings. Meanwhile there's tons of people out there are strugling about this and that, here and there, and I was like... "Uh... Is my life just too comfy and easy? It was rather flat for some reason too."
"Ngeluh hidup flat, tapi dikasih cobaan nggak mau, lo tuh ya kok aneh"
But then, boom! "We'll postpone your presentation until you fix this", and I was like, "Ofc." Temen gue sampe bilang kok gue bisa tenang banget pulang dari kampus dan masih cengengesan.
Then I was home and realized that it was the time of my life
hits the rockbottom. I was crying hahahaha, and little did I know I was re-doing
everything with a mild heart (IDK, but I working on it with a feeling like it
wasn't a big deal at all) (But I cried) (NVM)
On the meantime I stumbled into one of Jay's newest interview. Iya ini Jay yang sekarang jadi juri di Asia's Got Talent 2 sama si teteh duta shampoo, hehe.
If I do lose, I feel like there's a reason why and I try to learn from it and kind of break down why I lost and trying to get better. So that's why losing is very important.
If I do lose, I feel like there's a reason why and I try to learn from it and kind of break down why I lost and trying to get better. So that's why losing is very important.
That's it. A ray of sunshine in a long deep tunnel. I
really need some words to soothe myself, and it really does the job. Those
words coming from a guy who had a slump after got ‘kicked’ out of his group
while he was on top but this man coming back even stronger and told us that
nothing’s can drag him to the bottom. Hands down, a real hustler, a legend is
here guys. Its like a blessing to stan such an amazing artist for the past five years. I found his music when I was 16 and now I'm 21 and still loving every
damn track he puts out. Damn, one day I should make a dedication post of him and his musics here on my blog someday.
"A failure is necessary," still lingers on my head
even after years, yes, it came from the same person above. From this man I learned a lot of things about life such as how to overcome and cope the hardship,
crisis and stuffs. Inspirational.
While I am alive and not dead, chances will always come. There could be one, two, hundred or even thousand of them. Nobody know what will happen to you. Although we get exhausted, don't give up and keep going. Sometime when you go down, or maybe hit the hard bottom, its nowhere to go but upwards.
(Jay, HIPHOPLAYA Radio, June 2017)
He came with those words with a stormy journey of his carrer and ofcourse eveything that he came through, but now take a look at his achievements and the homies that he came out with. A true legend of khiphop/kr&b scene.
I once told someone who had a bad day the same exact words of wisdom of Jay's
and this person was like: "I wanna know who's this legend?!" Then I
showed her Mommae AND SHE'S BEWILDRED. LMAO.
I can't ask for a better plan, tbh, I felt so delighted when
I officially got my degree, with a remarkable snaps that made me wows at
myself. My examiner said, "Saya salut kamu nggak patah semangat, malah
ngejar ngejar saya untuk memastikan hari dan waktu sidang. Saya yakin kamu akan
tangguh di dunia kerja nanti." After that I hurriedly text my mom, lol. WADDUP MOM
GUESS WHAT?? Begitu keluar ruang sidang gue kembali cengengesan. I guess I got
back to my old usual self.
Hopefully soon I can catch sight of my own reflection on a
computer screen. Yes, that’s me sitting in a comfortable chair with editor's pants and blouse trying to figure out the interest owed on an unsettled
balance. And I’ll be thinking about maybe taking a post grad course. Heheh.
Thank you God
Thank you Ibu & Ayah
Thank you for all who got and became my back all of this time, despite of the fact that I still lacking a lot
And thank you Jay! 빅스또!
Ladies and gentlemen, I present you, a man who made me the hoe the person I am today, Seattle 2 Seoul, Seatown Lion represent, a real hustler, game changer, a lit fuckboy, an ultimate papi whose name was destroyed but he rebuild it himself and now has not one, but two empire. Living as the hottest CEO of khiphop and R&B record label, drives a Bentley and recently signed a record deal with JAY-Z's label, ROCNATION.
Get ready to be shooketh!
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